So, my life is sometimes like a movie and sometimes like an infomercial. It can be really exciting and intense and completely dead. But somehow I'm always busy doing something. I work two jobs, so of course that takes up time. But other than that, it seems as though there aren't enough hours in a day. Maybe 28 hours will make it a little better.
It kinda sucks how I end up returning calls a few days or sometimes a week after the person called. My family is important to me, but I can barely remember to call them back. I'm constantly moving onto the next place or project at school. When my life is at a stand still and I'm doing absolutely nothing, I go crazy. Most of the time I'll be in my room thinking " There must be something I could be doing".Also, when I'm not busy NO ONE wants to call me or text me. The irony! My phone gets the most buzz when I'm on my way somewhere or when I'm no where near it.
Senior year approaches me and I cannot help but fear how much is going to be happening. From college apps, to prom planning, to track practice, to work, and homework. Don't forget the social life I'm going to have with my friends and family. In my eyes my life is like a scale. On one side of the scale there would be a stopwatch for the busy part and on the other side there would be a stop sign for the standstill. Because I rarely have to time to even process my thoughts, this blog does it for me. When I get the time, which is mostly around 2am, I just spill out my thoughts before they melt..
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